Been a long week and a long several months but tonight I sit and I wonder what this emotion (if felt at all) feels like when for the first time one admits to intentionally lying and lying to hurt someone else. What does that look like when one looks at oneself s in the mirror? Or perhaps shame is standing in a criminal court room being arraigned as a criminal and theif….
But it begs the question of what now ? Will a new leaf be turned over to do the right thing for the betterment and good of all or does it stay course and continue along to nowhere positive but to intentionally continue to inflict hurt?